Everyone doesn’t like to be alone. Lonely will make u feel sad, miserable and u will think that u don’t have anyone in this world.That is exactly what I feel right now. I feel so lonely. Even though I have friends that always cheer me up, family that always support me, but still there is an empty space in my heart that still to be filled up. Now I’m 18. I think I need someone dat is very special for me. Someone that always there when I need him. I already have best friends.i know they always by my side. They always support me. They always love me. But I think. My heart needs a guy. A guy that is very special to me. A guy that will fill my heart with his love. A guy that will understand me better than myself.
Huuh..
I know. It sounds like a Cinderella story. But that is what I think right now. Sometimes I hate this feelings. Why I must feel lonely without a guy? Why it looks like I’m too desperate to get a boyfriend? Urgh! I really hate this feelings. It’s not that I can’t share my happiness and my sadness with my friends but then I need someone that really care about me. When I’m happy. I want him to be the first person that share the happiness with me. When I feel miserable. I want him to be the first one to know how miserable and inconsolable I am. I know it sounds like I’m not ready to be a 18 years old girl yet. i act like a baby. But all I want is an attention from someone that really appreciate me. I want to feel the love and share my love with him.
Huuuh..
What a day dreaming. I know this would not happen to me. And the most important thing I should remind myself now is I’m only 18 and I have more important responsible than wasting my time thinking bout my fantasy prince charming. I just have to believe that the guy is here in this world but i just haven’t met him yet. What I’m going to do now is achieve my goals and make my family happy and proud with me. Maybe I can continue with my day dreaming, sometimes. Just to relax my mind. But, deep in my heart, I’m still hoping that a miracle will happen one day. ^^
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